I’ve been busy deconstructing my life. This morning the final string was cut and although I am terrified to be on my own for the first time since I was 16 really, I have realized that I have to stand on my own two feet. I want to apologize, and it seems like I’ve been doing so much of that lately. I know that the break up hurts, and I am sorry you are in pain but it will pass and you will realize it was for the best. I let you do it your way and I did not rush you into your own realizations. I am sorry that the relationship was not right for me, and I am scared because this will be the first time I am really actually alone. I cannot however, and refuse to live a complacent life strictly because the tough choice comes with an uncomfortable period. I am brave and I am facing the world on my own two feet, no one to lean on, no one to blame.